I’d never flown by tub before. Usually, I take off on my own. Well, almost on my own.
The first time I realized I had this capability was when I was 3 years old. I woke up in the middle of a full-moon night and saw a flickering being fluttering above me. Immediately I knew her – my little angel.
I called her Sweetie.
“Come on up,” Sweetie suggested, and I did. What fun! We flew from ceiling corner to ceiling corner. The window was open because it was a warm summer night, so after some ceiling adventures, I began to fly out the window. 
“No! No, you’re not old enough to go out,” Sweetie admonished. I was mad, and PLOP, I landed on my bed, hard.
My mom rushed in. “What are you doing in the middle of the night?” she asked, not in her nice voice.
I told her the truth. “Flying.”
Mom insisted that human beings can’t fly. Eventually I believed her, so I lost my altitude for many years.
Then, many years later when my life was balanced and safe, I tried again. The kids and the husband were sound asleep on this night. I woke, watching the full moon shine through our large second floor bedroom window that overlooked the Bay.
Strangely, I was not surprised when the lean older man wearing a porkpie hat and a wrinkled brown suit motioned to me through the open window. He was just floating there, as if standing on ground.
I hopped out of bed and walked toward the window.
Even though I couldn’t hear his voice, I knew he was asking, “Are you ready to fly?”
I didn’t hesitate, nor did I wait to put on my bathrobe. My knee-length cotton nightgown seemed appropriate. I just touched the top of his hand – for guidance, assurance? – and we took off slowly, lightly, slanting slightly, over rooftop and water and woods.
When he returned me to my upstairs bedroom window hours later – or was it minutes? – I felt elated. Overjoyed. I could fly again! 
Now, why I flew in a bathtub last night? That’s another story.
Do you fly?
When I was very young I jumped down the stairs and landed on my feet at the bottom
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That counts, Derrick. You definitely must have flown!! 🙂
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I laughed at Derrick’s comment. I think I may have flown in some dreams.
I’m relieved–I thought from the title you might have been in a tornado.
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My life seems like a tornado at times, but it’s pretty calmed when I’m “flying.” Derrick’s response was funny, but personally I think he must have flown. 🙂
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Yes, I do fly! I must pay attention to my surroundings next time.
And in a bathtub, eh? Hmmm… that is most interesting. You’ll have to expand on that one!
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I’m so glad you fly, Dale. It’s a special experience. I’m figuring the bathtub flying was to keep me in a safe place while I soared all over the world. I was even shot at (!) but the tub kept me AOK. You might want to try it sometime.
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Oh yes!
And GASP!! You weren’t! I definitely am putting in an order for a bathtub flight… sans the being shot at part!
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nice!
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Thanks Beth. Here’s to soaring in our dreams.
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What a wonderful story, Pam! I sometimes have visitors you have been long gone, but none have asked me to fly. If they did, I would go in a heartbeat!
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You’re so fortunate to have these “visitors.” I ask for them to come sometimes, but it doesn’t always work. Of course you would go “in a heartbeat.” You’re an adventurous soul as a teacher and a woman and a wonderful BEing.
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I feel very fortunate. Although I ask, usually they just randomly appear, as a deep and profound presence, but not a vision. Thank you for your kind words, Pam.
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I do fly in my dreams! I wonder what that means!
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I’m not sure what it means to fly in our dreams – different opinions by the “experts.” I think it means our consciousness is open to fly in all directions in time and space and experiences. ;-0
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Sounds a bit like Peter Pan and Wendy. Or maybe Peter ‘Pam.’
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I may start signing my letters as Peter Pam. The older I get, the younger …. 🙂
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I don’t fly, not even in my dreams but I bet it’s fun. Flying in a bathtub is a story begging to be told.
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Flying in a dream is a joyful though at times worrisome event. You want to make sure you have the stability to return!! That’s where the tub helps.
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I have never flown but would really love to do that at least once. In a bathtub sounds like a good way to collect ephemera along the way so you have things to remember from the trip. I’m much too grounded still to fly. Maybe later. Loved reading this. It speaks to me.
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My wish for you is that you soon fly in your dreams, Marlene. I know you will love it. And your reason to fly in a bathtub is fantastic – only you the craftsperson and unique creative would think of that. My bathtub was more a protective device from “bad actors” who tried to derail my flight. :-0
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Marlene – are you still blogging? The latest post I see from you was in December. Missing your great writing and humor and philosophy on life. xo
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Pam, I have not written a blog since the first week of Dec. I have very mixed feelings about continuing since I didn’t feel like anyone was getting anything from it. I don’t want to waste the time of anyone. I miss the conversations more than you know. It’s hard to restart after so much time but I keep trying to put one together. Think of you all the time. Had a hard time getting to read your Summer Zen blog. Kept getting an oops error until I finally saw it pop up in my reader. Seems the world is going faster than I am these days but for some reason, I’m still here plugging alone. I love reading your stories more than any others.
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You are wrong about one thing. We all love your blog posts! You do add a lot. I certainly enjoy learning about your crafts and where you live and your thoughts etc. I hope you will consider starting to blog again. 🩵🧡💙💛
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Your comment has touched my heart. You alone have tipped the scale. See you here soon.
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YAYYYYY!!
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I have flown a few times and had some rough landings. My Doc thinks I should give it up given my age. So maybe I do one more and consider it.
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Laughing but then disagreeing. I think the older we get, the more important it is to fly, John. Tell your Doc he’s working on ageism stereotypes. Besides. you are much too young (in thought and deed) to worry about the rough landings. The more we try it, the better we get.
However, I admit that the bathtub was a good device to keep me in one piece as I flew and landed …. 🙂
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I never listen too closely to the doc. I’ll take your advice. May try a tub. You have a seat belt for that thing?
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No seatbelt, but believe me, it’s not needed. 🙂 (You do believe me, right???)
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Yeah, of course I believe you.
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Awesome story! I look forward to the story about flying in the bathtub. Will there be bubbles? 🙂
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Oh, Linda, what a great question. No, in this particular bathtub flying there was no water thus no bubbles. The bathtub was my “armor” so to speak up in the dimension where I was flying (’cause I never really know what’s “up” there, up there), to keep me safe from arrows – yes, arrows. Hey, I can’t make this stuff up!! 🙂 🙂
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🙂 🙂 🙂
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Ha! I always knew you could fly, figuratively and literally.
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Your comment proves that when we write together, we get to know each other inside and out. ❤
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When I was a child I apparently tried to fly into the basement, and my landing subsequently required some stitches. I was lucky enough to have survived, so I decided at that point it would be my lone flight…unless you count falling off a ladder as an adult, but there definitely was no flying intended then.🙂
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Oops. I’m guessing you got too weighted down in the basement.Next time try in a bedroom with your return flight full of airy weightlessness. While sleeping- that’s important too. 😛
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Fun. I want some of what you had Pam. Your imagination is a delight! Apparently I’m missing out. If I remember anything of dreams, it’s falling or troubles.
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Try falling OUT of trouble and into freeing imagination until suddenly you take off in your sleep and return as a converted man who remembers that immense freedom of flying. ❤️
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Great plan Pam. Does it come with directions? 😋
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Unfortunately, flying is by the “seat of our pants,” so to speak. 🙂 🙂
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Does flying into a rage or flights of fantasy count? Ha Ha!
I love, love your bathtub story along with the fanciful comments. You have inspired me to try Bing Microsoft image creator too. Watch for my adaptation on my Wednesday blog.
Lovely, Pam!
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Probably all flights of fancy can lead us to adventurous experiences, particularly as we sleep. Flying is so freeing that rage disappears and joy takes its place.
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I’m still waiting for my chance to fly. Can’t wait to hear about the bathtub experience! Xo
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I’m told if we ask for it, the flying will happen. Much easier when I was younger. I think I have to lighten my thoughts to get liftoff. The tub just appeared and helped me feel secure as I flew into uncharted sky. 🛀😯
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I’ve had some wonderful flying dreams, but not for a while. When I start to lose altitude, all I have to do is flap my arms and tell myself I can do it. If I believe in myself, it works. If I doubt myself, I crash. I haven’t tried flying in a bathtub though. Waiting for you to tell me how it’s done.
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Flying is so freeing! Like you describe, if we’re feeling confident it’s easy to move up and around and float in the air. Doubts do us in.
The bathtub was my ‘armor’ so to speak for one particular dream. Safe to explore further in the tub..? 🛀 🤷♀️
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I can see the safety aspect of it, but lifting all that extra weight would increase my anxiety over whether I could manage it.
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Ah, my friend Anneli. I keep reminding you to suspend disbelief. 🙂 🙂
And honestly, the bathtub was heavy on the ground but as soon as it lifted, as light as a feather. ❤
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Of course! As long as we believe!
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I used to dream of flying frequently. And as a young teen, I tried very hard to learn to astral project. I’ve always wanted to fly.
Lovely story. Are we going to hear about the bathtub?
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I did some astral when younger. Freaked me so stopped but time to try again. I think as we get more loaded with thoughts and worries we’re less likely to be able to take off. The tub experience was fun/ heavy and solid but glided along nicely. I must have needed the porcelain protection in that flying dream! 🛀 🙃
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I would love to be able to fly like that! All the freedom, none of the danger.
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You describe it PERFECTLY, Liz. Are you sure you haven’t flown before? I urge you to try again. The freedom is enlightening. xo
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I think I will try it again!
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I had repeated flying dreams when I was younger. I was never in any kind of craft, but I could accelerate and bank into curves, similar to riding a roller coaster. They were quite real and exhilarating. No idea why they stopped, or perhaps I just don’t remember them.
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Mine are fewer now too, but I keep asking for them as I fall asleep. Such fun!
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I was surprised by the lean old man in the wrinkled suit. I was expecting Peter Pan.
The flying dreams I remember always involved some effort. I’d walk to the top of a hill and flap my arms and fly for a while.
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I can’t remember ever flying, not even in a dream. But it does sound like fun.
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Flying in our dreams (or in the case of a child who doesn’t know better, so can probably fly awake), is SO MUCH FUN. Gravity is nonexistent and we can really explore our BEing as we fly gracefully over land and sea. ❤
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Wow, you are the lucky one. I sleep like a log 💜
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Welllll, actually Robbie many would say that YOU are the lucky one to sleep so soundly. But there’s a good chance that you fly but don’t remember since you’re so deep in your sleep.
Just sayin’. 🙂
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Yes, I suppose you are right. Sometimes I think I miss out on things thought I always have plans to read during flights and I always end up sleeping most of the time.
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It’s been awhile, but I recall the feeling of flying around the tree tops and soaring over open fields and rushing streams. Always a thrill that was also terribly disappointing when I woke up without the ability to continue flying. 😦
Best of all ~> no TSA agents telling me to remove my shoes or put my belongings in a bin or . . . 😀
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First, YES, you have experienced flying as I have. Just so much fun and freeing and as you put it, thrilling.
Never thought about the absence of TSA agents but so true!! Thanks for the laugh. xox 🙂
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I’ve flown a few times, and each time I was amazed at how simple it was. I remember telling myself to remember how to do it when I woke up. -sigh- But I never have.
Great story that brought a smile to my face. 🙂
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You’re a flyer like me! I’m not surprised. Your books are proof that you know how to fly – in your dreams and your imagination. I agree, flying is so simple during our dreams, but unfortunately not so when we open our eyes. Perhaps the trick is to keep our eyes closed???? 🙂
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lmao! Might fly into a wall though. 😉
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Peter Pan sure did get old Wendy.
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Ha ha. For sure.
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I’m not sure if I fly or not. Maybe my intention is to fly but I have yet found a way to do it? A goal perhaps…
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Dream big – Dream of flying and wings will sprout. Ha, actually, no wings required.
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Mehnnn….I wanna fly so bad lol
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It’s never too late!
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I flew too with the story. Its wow 👍💯🌟
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Awww, thanks for flying with me!
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I don’t really fly Pam, not even in my dreams, but my mind does!
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Good point, Andrea. Flying DOES count in whatever form we choose. Our minds allow us to fly to so many lands and scenarios and even fly into the minds of others. So, high five to you!
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I can’t recall having done so in quite some time, but you may have implanted a seed for my dream state!
I’m reading a book I think you would really like – Beautyland by Marie-Helene Bertino. It’s a story from a very different angle and character. That’s all I’ll say – you know how to find reviews. 🙂
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Oh my gosh oh my gosh oh my gosh. I just read the reviews of Beautyland. This character is ME!! How did you know? I’ve just ordered the e-book from my library and hopefully will read it soon. When I was a child I was sure (SURE) that I was an alien put on Earth, with this Earth family, to find out what it was like to be human. Perhaps that’s why I’ve been able to fly all of this time. !!!
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It’s such an interesting, yet very odd, book. Based on what you just said, I know you’ll really like it. I’m about halfway through, but I always want to know what happens. Let’s compare notes when we’re done. 🙂
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Let’s!
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p.s. Pam, would you be interested in my hard copy? I will be done in a few days, and no one in my tiny town (library) would be interested in a book like this, nor any of my friends that I can think of either.
I’d be happy to send it to you. LMK, and we’ll arrange it. 🙂
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You’re a sweetie!! But I decided to go ahead and pay for the e-book (I had some credits). It’s on my Kindle and I’m into it 30%. I guess I’m weird because I’m loving it! 🙂
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No prob. That makes me weird, too! I finished reading it Sunday, and in the end, I liked it even more than I thought I would. And it just gets better and better. Enjoy! 😊
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I never fly but seemingly its very interesting
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Flying is fascinating and freeing. We think we’re doing so in our dreams, but sometimes I think it’s pure reality.
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Delightful, Pam. I haven’t flown in years, so I think it’s time to put that intention out to the universe, though maybe without the tub. 🙂 Thanks for the wonderful story and the inspiration. ❤
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Seriously, no tub needed. I just needed it the once time (and I had not planned on it) but it did protect me from the (literal) slings and arrows that were coming my way during flight. I don’t want anyone to interpret THAT dream! 🙂 Fly on, Diana.
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LOL It sounds a little Peter Pan! I hope you get to your magical island where you never have to grow up.
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wow..so nice😇
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Thanks, so glad you enjoyed!
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Haha, I’ll be honest, when I first read this post, I was like ‘wait a minute, what?! I’ve been lied to my whole life?! I thought humans couldn’t fly?! Maybe she’s a superhero or something?! Maybe I’ve just been doing it wrong all this time?! But then I read the comments and… well, let’s just say my dreams of flight were crushed (pun intended).
Anyway, to answer your question, I do fly… in my dreams! I fly so high sometimes, forgetting gravity exists. I have fallen too many times, landed badly, and some bones were broken. But I’m well-healed by the thought of how fun it is to fly. Giving up is not my thing!
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LOVE your comment. And I’m coming clean here. Sometimes the flying is in my dreams, but sometimes I do believe it’s literal. A bit scary and only happens if I can let go of the fear. But now that I’ve read about your broken bones and bad landings, I may just keep it to the dreams. 🙂
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Pam, I love the gentle wonder of flying, the return to it, the feeling of safety! My husband often dreams of flying and tries teaching me – while my flying dreams usually end in catastrophic crashes and explosions!
I saw on a comment elsewhere that your next children’s book is out in September – that is fantastic and congratulations! That is very exciting and look forward to reading much more about it. with much love, Annika xx 💕
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Hi Annika. For some reason you came up as “Anonymous.” You are never anonymous!! I’m envisioning you and your husband finding each other in your dreams, linking hands (much like a couple do when ice skating) and flying off – him in a beautiful arc, you … well, you might bring you both down a time or two. 🙂 Keep trying!
Yes! I’m so excited about PETEY WANTS WINGS, a sequel to MOLLY FINDS HER PURR and BIRDS OF PARADISE. I know, I know, I need to start talking about it/promoting. Soon… soon. ❤
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