Although I see the pixie face at the window, I widen my eyes in the dark, disbelieving.
The entire tiny form then somehow squeezes through the fractionally opened window. A cold November air has swiftly turned the bedroom frigid, causing me to burrow deeper into my flannel sheets, but my eyes remain outside the comforter.
In the 2.a.m-dark-room, I watch the silvery shadow move swiftly from window ledge to underneath the bed.
She’s back!
I grin like a school girl despite my over-half-a-century wrinkled and wrung out face, and shout out loud: “YES!”
“Shhhhhh,” comes forth a soft-as-satin sound from underneath my bed.
“But I always knew!” I whisper back.
Then I sit up straight in my queen-sized bed, sheet still pulled up to my chin, and ask in a normal voice: “Why are we whispering?”
“So you don’t get into trouble,” the sound says gently, the way I remember it over 50 years ago.
“But my parents don’t live here,” I explain. “No one is going to tell me you don’t exist anymore.”
As clear as daylight I see mom and dad trying to convince 4-year-old me that the winged pixie I describe flitting from corner to corner is actually a monster under my bed.
My parents are sure that I’m experiencing a young child’s rite of passage – a bedtime monster – which is much easier for them to believe than a flying fairy.
My dad rushes into my room, thrusting a broom under my bed, in, out, in, out, then proclaiming: “There, I’ve killed the mean old monster. Nothing more to worry about!”
At 4, I don’t know how to explain to them that I’m not worried. I just want to share with them the delight of my nighttime exploits with this joyful little sprite, who keeps asking me to fly with her.
“Why can’t my daughter see monsters under her bed like most kids?” my mom asks my dad.
Now, all these years later, I climb out of bed and bend down, peering behind the dust ruffle.
“Come on out now,” I say. “I’m ready to fly this time!”
this is so deep, amazing, and classical post!!
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Thanks for enjoying my night-time tale.
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This is very interesting story Pamela. Thank you
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Hope you have some interesting fantastical night-time visitors also, Ben.
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So sweet. How wonderful that the special fairy can come back when we are adults. This story reminds me of a cool ad on British TV right now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jw1Y-zhQURU
The British are very good at creating ads, especially at Christmastime.
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Thanks for sharing that link, Darlene. It’s funny: I don’t even know what I’m supposed to do as a consumer, in response to that ad. But I knew what I felt, which piques curiosity, which in turn makes me want to watch it again and find out. What’s more, it caused me to think about perspective and creativity, which inspires.
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So true, Erik. I wasn’t sure what exactly that commercial was selling. But no matter, it tugged my heart big time.
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Ah I wondered if you’d get to hear of the ‘John Lewis’ Christmas tv ad Pam … they are much anticipated in the UK, the imagery and music stir so many emotions across the generations … my wife happens to work in one of their stores so yippee I get a discount when I buy her presents!
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Lucky wife! I think my guy and I need to fly out to London and visit these stores. Their TV ads alone make me want to give them some business. ❤
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Thanks for the TV commercial, Darlene. It’s mesmerizing. And I’ll admit, made me a bit teary-eyed. I’ve forwarded the link to everyone in my family. xo
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… and I fly too … every time I read you … says the ‘monster’ from the UK.
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Haha – you are NO monster. But you do monstrously clever things with words… Thanks so much for the compliment.
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Ahh…Pam, this is a delightful story. I love that the magic of her pixie friend has stayed with her all these years and come back fifty years later! 😀😀 May they fly and explore the world together…❤️
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Oh the flying adventures are just starting…. ! 🙂 Hope you find a little pixie under your bed once in a while, Annika.
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😀😀💕💕
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Oh I love this! Why? Because firstly it is so beautifully written, with the perfect photos to go along and secondly because as a young child I had an “imaginary” friend for a very long time. Not only that, but I strongly believed in fairies and that They presented in flying seed form (from the milkweed pod). I had a little suitcase full of them and their magic which would be opened at times of need, to release the magic spirits within and collect more.
Peta
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Peta – your memories of your milkweed pod fairies are charming and delightful. Ohh, couldn’t we all use some of that milkweed magic scattered around us from time to time?
Your childhood imagination (and dare I say, 3rd eye abilities) are what have made you into the artist and explorer you are today.
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I had an imaginary friend named Honey and this lovely tale of your pixie brought back memories of her. How delightful that your middle of the night visitor was a friendly sprite. Such a happy ending – it’s never too late to take flight, Pam!
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Molly – I’m thrilled that the story of my night-time visitor has brought Honey back to you. My wish? That the two of you get reacquainted, and perhaps fly a few times in the dark of night…<3
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i love this story )
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Fairy kisses to you, Beth. xo
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Aw…I loved this story, Pam! You brought back memories of my imaginary friend. xo
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It’s fascinating – how many of us writers had “imaginary” friends when we were children.
The bold question I ask now is —– were they really imaginary, or can we just not see them anymore, now that we’re “grown up”??? :-0
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Oh This is sooo good! Great job!
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Thanks for enjoying my fairy fable… as truthful as a winged flight and a pixie wink in the middle of the night. xo
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My pleasure 🙂
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Lovely story, Pam. Hope you fly high 🙂
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I’m trying to forget my fear of taking off, and just going with it!! Happy flying to you, also, Mary.
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This story rings true with me. Not all of my childhood monsters were scary, just different. Have a good time with your old friend. Fly high.
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This story is as true as our childhood memories of love and laughter, of lightness of being and the belief in our ability to be anything we want to be. ❤
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How wonderful that your very own Tink has come back to you. We all need encouragement to fly.
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As children, we easily jumped up and explored ourselves in flights of fantasy. As adults, we seem to need permission. Thus, let’s allow those fairies to return… xo
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I love this! My favorite part is when she sits up and asks why they’re whispering. Wouldn’t that be wonderful to have a childish sense of wonder and imagination along with the agency of adulthood?
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I think we each need to keep a sense of wonder and imagination throughout our lives. The idea that being an adult means treading the same mundane path over and over each day is one I just have never bought into. This is a topic I write about often, and included as an entire chapter in my last book.
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I love this, Pam!
Now what does it say about me that I thought it was a true story? 😉
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Only good things. 😉
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Thank you. 😉
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Whoever said it ISN’T a true story????? ;-0
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🙂
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What a lovely story! I’m glad your fairy came back. Love and hugs, Pam.
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Me too! She’s telling me stories of where she’s been all of these years – fascinating! 🙂
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I love your flight of fancy, a great metaphor for your ability to transport us to fairy land every time you post. One question: How did you decide how many a’s you were going to put into “back”? I noticed an odd number. Just sayin’
Thanks from your quirky friend – hugs too! ((( )))
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I love your questions and your curiosity, Marian. Not only in writing, but in all aspects of life. Hmmmm, the creative muse told me how many a’s to use in Baaaack. One of those things of ‘when you see it, you know it’s right’ kind of things. (In my mind’s eye, it had to be enough so that it didn’t look like Baa Baa Black Sheep…). 🙂
P.S. Quirky is the BEST way to be. xo
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I adore your writing, Pam. It’s so thought-provoking!
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Ohhhh, thank you Donna. Hope this story is provoking you into thinking of checking under your bed tonight…. ❤
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Hope you enjoyed your night flight!
“. . . 2nd star on the right and straight on til morning!”
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This quote gives me goose bumps. The good kind. Second star on the right, indeed. xo
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This is such a lovely story, Pam. I daydreamed of flying with Peter and Tink when I was a girl. I’m glad to know you haven’t lost the wonder – fly, girl, fly!
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It’s so true, isn’t it? I actually wanted to be the girl who flew along with Peter (Tinkerbelle was a little too mean at first). 🙂 Finally, I think I’m ready to go off in the night with my own Tink now. May we both keep the wonder inside us…. xo
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Ah! I love this! What a wonderful magical story, Pam. And all true, isn’t it? I love that.
Funny how the adult world just can’t deal with it, but the wise child totally gets it. ❤
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Of course you and I are on the same wave length here, Diana. I always shake my head about how adults patronize children about the things they ‘think’ they see. In actuality, it’s the grown-ups who are missing out. Sigh.
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Reminds me of the little bell on the Polar Express. You have to believe in order to hear it. 😀
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Ah, yes, exactly. Aren’t you and I lucky that every once in a while, we still hear the bell?
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*big smile* Yes!
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A wonderful story of seeing the magical realms. I visited fairy dells as a child and they still fill my heart. 🌼
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I’m actually not sure what a “fairy dell” is, but I have a feeling I’d love to go there!!! ❤
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This story brought a smile to my face this morning. Thanks for sharing it with us.
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Thanks for enjoying my fairy visitation. I’m hoping it opens up the memories of some, so they’ll get a re-visit too.
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I hope so too
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Fantastic fairie fun!
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🙂 And I love your alliterative enthusiasm.
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Thanks!
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Excellent, Pamela. I could see my breath as I read this.
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Thanks for entering my fairy realm, John. And thanks for the RT!
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This story warms my heart Pamela. I love the idea of our childhood dreams coming true and visiting you again as an adult. Makes me smile ear to ear.
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I believe that if we adults close our eyes tight enough and breathe in deep, we can bring back those childhood memories – and the sweet sprites who enjoyed our company. 🙂
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I prefer the pixie. Isn’t it funny how so many people worried about monsters under the bed. I still can’t dangle my arm over the side of the bed at night.
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Ohhh Anneli, those monsters do like to stay with us, don’t they. Next time you dangle your arm, ask for the pixie instead…. ❤
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Sorry, the damage has been done. No way I will take a chance and dangle my arm over the edge of the bed.
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🙂 xo
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I won’t get into too much detail here, Pam, but I had many childhood friends who visited in my dreams rather than when I was awake. When we met up in my dreams, they all knew I’d been away in my “other life” and were happy to see me. We caught up on what I’d been doing, as well as what they’d been doing since last time we saw one another. They weren’t recurring dreams, just recurring settings and friends — one being an entire town.
I had a best friend in my dreams up until I was about 14. We both lived in a neighborhood on a hill that sloped down toward the ocean. I knew that neighborhood — every house, the snack shack down by the water on the left, all of it. Recently, I found myself back there in a dream! It had changed. Some houses were gone. Others had been built. The snack shack was abandoned and a shopping mall had gone in behind it. But my childhood friend still lived in the same house, now my current age. It was quite a reunion. All very surreal.
Your post gave me “that feeling.”
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I’m honored and thrilled that my pixie post reminded you of your dream friend – and his town. I totally believe your dream experience – I’ve had similar, but not as fleshed out as yours. I’ve been to towns (in my dreams) that in ‘real’ life I never knew, and yet knew that I belonged there somehow. Once, when I lived in CA, I dreamed of a town that I thought was in NE, but that’s all I knew. In the dream, I walked into a small store in the village, and found a little ceramic object that touched my heart. About six months later, my guy and I visited his family in Boston. My mother-in-law decided we should visit one of her favorite towns on the ocean one day. When she parked on the village’s street, I got a tremendous deja vu feeling. Once we started walking the town, I knew every inch of it. It was the town in my dream. I led us to a store that I knew (from the dream). And yes, right on the window ledge was that little ceramic object. FREAKY. Oh, the town? Marblehead.
Thanks for sharing your ‘freaky’ dream experience. It solidifies that what happened to me isn’t unbelievable.
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How fascinating. Thank you for confirming in turn that my dreams aren’t as unbelievable as people may think. 😉
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They’re freaking fabulously believable. 🙂
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Glad to see our imaginations never leave us!
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Imagination is what helps us to fly! 🙂
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I love t h is story Too! You are a master story teller.
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Many many thanks for the writing compliment, and for enjoying my pixie tale. May you have some great night time visitations also!
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Your story brings out the child in all of us. Brought up many memories of what lurked in the shadows of my room. Great story!
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You’re such a great reader and reviewer of children’s book, Patricia. I figure those who write for children have the ability to bring themselves back to that time when “what’s supposed to be,” and “what isn’t supposed to be'” merge into some magical experiences.
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Ohhh me too! Me too! I wanna fly!! To the moon… 😙😙
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Go for it, Courtney. When a child, I only had the opportunity to fly around my room. But now, the sky’s our world, right? xo
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A pixie that tells you to fly. Now that is a story. Actually, I think you have been flying high for a very long times and just never came to the realization, not flying in an actual sense but in your life and success.
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Methinks you know me well. And I LOVE that. May we both fly with the excitement of being on Earth, in this existence, at least for a time. ❤
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Up high Pamela. Let nothing hold you back now,
xxx Massive Hugs xxx
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You are the SWEETEST, David. Always. I know you’re up lots in the middle of the night. Perhaps you should look under your bed one of those times…. xoxoxomagicalhugsxoxoxox
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Love this! Great story, Pam!
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Thanks for enjoying the tale of my nighttime visitor, Barbara! Now…get back to your bookshelves. 🙂
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Haha – I’m on it! 📚📚📚📚📚
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It’s so beautiful Pam, you made my morning. I always had to get rid of the monsters my baby brother saw under his bed . If it got too bad we both crawled into my parents bed.
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That’s adorable, Gerlinde. You were a monster-beater-upper in defense of your little brother. Perhaps that’s how you missed your own little pixie, hiding under yours…. ❤
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I should start looking for my pixie !
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And did you know? She’s travels with you – wherever you go!
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Oh I love this Pam – I love the magic of it, the fact that you were unique in having a fairy instead of a monster, and the ending. I hope you enjoyed a magical flight.
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The flight was just as I remembered it, only even better. I can’t wait for my next visitation…Keep your eyes open (figuratively), Andrea. She may come and call on you one night.
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I want a fairy too! It’s lovely and magical, Pam 🙂
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I bet there’s a fairy just waiting for you to find her, Christy! xo
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I love this story, Pam. It’s truly delightful. Thank you for bringing a smile to my face. I’d love to join you and your pixie in that flight.
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Anytime, Norah. Just bring along your own pixie (she’s just waiting under your bed for you to find her). We’ll flit from your country to mine in a manner of minutes!
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Oh ,Pam, that sounds such fun! I guess the internet is our virtual pixie, but not always as friendly as I’d like! 🙂
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This is lovely and incredibly comforting.
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Why, thank you Victoria. It IS comforting, what a great word to use. We have magic right beside us, always, just waiting for the “okay” to use it.
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In our childhood we are so creative and free and anything is possible, including pixies. Then adulthood comes along and our imagination dies. But fortunately in older age our childhood returns. My “pixies” are now back in my life to stay… I no longer disbelieve in any possibilities! Thanks for your story.
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Perhaps you’re right. In our mid-life, we’re too busy to allow our childhood dreams and magical realities to come to the forefront. But now, on the other side of the middle, we’re opening up to those almost-forgotten delights.
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How lovely and slightly scary…things that go bump in the night. I grew up with things under the bed, in the closet and on the stairs…and to this day I’m still not a fan of late night sounds. This was fun though and I’ll try to think of all the noise as friendly ghost…
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Exactly, Cheryl. There are more friendly ghosts …and sprites… out there than mean old monsters. xo
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I still think of monsters in the dark … well, the human ones.
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That’s why we need our pixies – they fight monsters with love and friendship. ❤
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I love your remembering this Sprite or fairy from age 4, Pamela! I think it is precious and wondering will you ever find out the tiny details of why and how?! xo 💖
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She’s whispering her secrets to me every night, Robin! 🙂
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Wonderful! Good to know I’m not the only one who remembers, and believes, in magical childhood creatures. 🙂
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Those of us with a head full of creative wonder are the ones who can conjure up the magical creatures, Kate. xo
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You have a wonderful way of sprinkling fairy dust on your stories..:)
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Awww, thanks George. I do have a way of ‘dusting’ off my own (hidden) wings from time to time. 🙂
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you made me smile with this, Pam. Loved it!
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I’m so glad you smiled when reading my fairy story, Denise. That’s part of her magic, you know….
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Pam! That was purely wonderful. I see that it struck a chord with many. Hugs on the wing!
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I know, Teagan, isn’t it fabulous to find out how many of us had (and still have) magical night-time sprites in our lives??!
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LOL. I wish the one that makes me dream about work (during vacation especially) would take a hike, but yes. 😀
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I loved this Pam. Sometimes the imaginary friends are not imagined. ❤
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And finally, we’re ‘old’ enough to realize that, Debby!! xo
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🙂 ❤
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Oh, I love this. Especially the mom’s lament: The “Why can’t my kid be weird in the same ways other kids are weird.”
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Reblogged this on By the Mighty Mumford and commented:
YEAH, THOSE PARENTS CAN BE A DRAG SOMETIMES, ABOUT BELIEF! GREAT STORY!
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Thank you so much Jonathan. I hope it helps everyone remember the pixie in their childhood room.
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Hope so! 🙂
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I love the sound of your world – full of wonder, pixies, and magic.
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Imagination does wonders to escape the world’s craziness at times.
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Agreed!
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