My grandmother, Nanny, died when I was 5, but I loved her with all my young heart. Even as a kindergartener, I could tell she was a gentle, kind, sweet, loving soul.
Since she died, I’ve talked to her in my head every so often, but she’s never visited me in my dreams. So, imagine my surprise when I wake up from a dream at four this morning with Nanny speaking urgently to me: “It’s behind the backyard at 525 Cramston. Go!”
“What’s buried?” I ask in my dream state.
“It’s time. You need it now. The treasure.”
“Why now?” I insist, but kind sweet gentle Nanny gets a bit peeved with me.
“The treasure, behind the old house. GO dig it up. NOW! You’ll see. You’ll see.”
It’s six hours since my dream and I’ve driven from MA to NJ. Traffic is surprisingly light, even through CT and the Tappan Zee (Cuomo) Bridge.
I turn the car off in front of our family home at 525 Cramston in the tiny town where I grew up. The house has shrunk! In my childhood eyes the three-bedroom, two-story home was spacious. But now I see it’s probably only about 1200 square feet. The front yard is covered with brown, uncared for grass. The lean-to over the blacktop driveway tilts crookedly.
A face peers at me through the upstairs window – my bedroom window many years ago.
I knock on the front door but no response. Shrugging, hearing Nanny’s insistent dream voice in my head, I pull out the small spade I’d brought in the car and walk quickly to the backyard.
For some reason, I head straight to the furthest back right corner and begin to dig. Oh right! There’s the shoebox I buried 55 years ago. I’d nursed a robin with a broken wing, but she died. I had placed fresh green grass in the bottom of one of my shoeboxes and buried her in tears and prayers.
Now, as I pull out the box, a disheveled man roars out of the house’s back door, bellowing, “Hey, what are you doing? I’m calling the police!”
Ignoring him and still kneeling, I breathe in and open the box.
A bird flies out – a robin like none I’d ever seen. Bigger, brighter, with a scarlet red breast and a twinkle in her eyes. She swoops up toward the sky and then dives down at the man, who steps back, turns, and runs inside.
The robin then glides toward me and sits on my shoulder. “She sent me,” the robin tweets. “I’m your muse. Let’s go, we have stories to write.”
Am I most amazed that I understand her, or that she flew out of the box, or that my grandmother sent me a muse? Which would you be?
Not surprised. Grandmothers do things like that. I love this.
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All we have to do is listen to them whether they are alive or in a different dimension. Thank you so much, Darlene. 💙
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I so loved the moment of resurrection and the feeling of awe it gave me in this story 🙂
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I think about the little birds or critters I tried to rescue and then buried with love and prayers in my childhood backyard and I hope that somewhere they are out there flying and singing, and surrounding us with thankful love.
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I enjoyed the story with some gentle twists. To me, no doubt, it’s your grandmother.
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No doubt! 😍
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I’m pretty sure I would be amazed at all of it – and wonder whether I would have had the courage to go on the journey to begin with.
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For me, getting in the car and driving on any highway is anxiety producing. But. If a grandmother talks to us in our dreams, we must listen!😉
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I have trouble picturing either of my grandmothers in this role. I could see my mom making that trip, telling me something important. And you’re right, if she did I would find a way to get there.
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Lovely story. Grandmothers play such important roles in our lives – mine did, and I hope to do the same for my grandchildren.
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That’s how I feel. I didn’t have my maternal grandmother with me for long, but even just those first five years, she made an indelible impression. And may we do that for our own grandchildren. 💖
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I am lucky to have my grandson nearby but my granddaughter is in Utah.
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I send snail mail and yes, money and cookies, to my far away grandchildren. So therefore, they will remember me! 😝
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I send books and toys and clothing. Cookies are a good idea!
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Toys and clothing last a lot longer! 🙂
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Toys, maybe! 😉
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Beautiful story, Pam. I’m amazed–and not–at all of it. And I choose to believe it all happened exactly like this. Too bad I didn’t know you were around or I could have met you for lunch–or maybe witnessed the event!
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Hi, would love to meet you for lunch or coffee or a walk in your gorgeous walking area sometime Merrill! I’m sure we’d see our own miracles or at least make up a few during our walk. 😊
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I’m sure we would, Pam!
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This sounds like a “grandmom move,” Pam. Mine pretty much raised me as much time as we spent together. She’s never far from my thoughts to this day…perhaps she is my muse as well?🙂
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I really hope your grandmother is one of your muses, Bruce. What a lovely memory you have of her. Your comment was like a warm hug to your special grandmom.
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I remember my Grandma loved to read and she would recount in Cantonese each dramatic Chinese romance/drama./murder./thriller to me accompanied with all the drama in her voice. I always think that’s why we are all readers in my family.
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Wow, aren’t you lucky! Not only to be read to by your grandmother but with such drama and artistry. Lovely lovely memory. 💙
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I LOVE this story! Magic is still possible.
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Magic happens all the time if only we listen to our dreams and then follow the instructions! 😃🩵
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I think I’d be amazed if I even made the journey. But then again, when Grandma calls, you answer. You have to suspend your disbelief and go with it!
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Magic doesn’t happen unless we suspend our disbelief. Then anything goes, including flying giant robins who have a twinkle in their eye. 💚
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Love this! We do need to listen to our dreams to find our muse. Xo
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You said it exactly, Denise. Dreams whether while asleep or awake must be listened to and acted upon. 🧡
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This is a beautiful and magical story, Pam. One must obey to commands heard through our dreams! Love this so much.
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My dreams tend to be dystopian, so when I get a message from a sweet wonderful woman, I know I need to listen! I wish you sweet dreams ahead, Dale. 💜
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Absolutely, you must! 💞
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Popping in from my blog break to say “Perfectly delightful”!
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I am honored that you popped in during the much-needed blog break, Marian. To our dreams and our muses.
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Wonderful story. It always pays to listen to your dreams ❤️
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it’s me. Not sure why I was posted as anonymous. ❤️❤️
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Hi Dianne! So great to have you here and thank you so much for your comment. 😍
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Dreams can inform and delight and educate us in so many ways. I’m glad I listened to this one. 💕
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I think you should make an appointment with your therapist. (Haha. Just kidding.) But it makes a great story. Things that stay in our head for years can sometimes demand to be resolved. I can think of a few things from my childhood that I would love to revisit.
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You know me, Anneli. My imagination and my true life can combine to go to interesting places. I would love to know where you’d go if you revisited your childhood! 🙃
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I’d be back in elementary school taking on the kids I then allowed to bully me.
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In that case, I wish I had a magic wand to take you back there and I would be your friend right beside you. 😇
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I’m sure the two of us could straighten out the little shipqs.
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Darn right! 😤
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The grandma muse angle is what amazes me. That is one heck of a strong bond. Very cool.
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Even though I only knew Nanny for five years, she left a warm spot in my heart and soul. Isn’t that neat?
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So amazing that the grandmother could provide instructions to a very special treasure.
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I know John. I’m afraid if it was me leaving instructions to a special someone in a dream they would get lost because my directions are horrible. 😏
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I have the same problem.
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Wonderful story, Pam. I would be both amazed and thrilled. Think that she woke your muse.
Having been close to both my Grandmothers I know the gift they have to give. 🤗
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I knew my paternal grandmother much longer than my Nanny and we got along well, but there wasn’t the same kind of connection. I feel badly about that because I found out that she wrote romance novels secretly and kept them in her bedroom drawer. I think if we had a chance to know each other now, (me as an adult), I’d really enjoy talking with her. You are very lucky to have been close to both of your grandmothers.
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Another most wonderful tale, and we could all do with breathing some magic into it flying around to sit on our shoulders Pam.. Thank you for that muse .. ❤ xx
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Every once in a while, I feel those pointy tiny talons digging into my shoulder to remind me to create, Sue! 🙃
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Oh, this is just wonderful!
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Thank you so much, Jennie. I know you have your muse close by. 🩵
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You’re welcome, Pam. Yes, I do!
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It’s all amazing. I’d love to have my grandma talk to me in a dream–either of them. I was very close to one. I never met the other. She suffered from schitzophrenia when she lived in Vancouver, B.C. , and the Canadian government sent her back to Ireland when my dad was still a child. It wasn’t until I was an adult that I started thinking about her and wishing I could see her.
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My heavens, I bet the grandmother you never met has quite a story to tell. I’ve heard that if we ask an ancestor to come to us in our dreams, there’s a chance they will. Maybe you should try. 💛
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One of the mysteries of writing is wondering where our stories come from. Now we know.
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I divulged the secret, Pete. Now, do you have any old shoeboxes to unbury? 😗
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What a wonderful story! I’ve always wondered what a muse looks like!
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Well, I think a Muse can be different for each of us. Plus, we can have more than one. One of the bloggers here has a very hard-etched mean-toned witch-looking muse, but for her that’s what she needs. 😳
What do you think your muse looks like, Ann? 💜
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More like a stern teacher! Because I put off writing until the urge to do it is so strong that I can’t ignore it. So I think my muse is a bit of a task-master. But the funny thing is, once I’ve written something, I feel great!
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I love this so much. 🥰
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And I absolutely love your poem! I think we were on the same wavelength. To the sparks in our jars. 🫙 🔥
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Thank you!!! Yes! 🥰
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I love this story. It takes me back to childhood magic. ❤
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We adults have to learn to believe in magic again!
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I really enjoyed reading this story from you, Pam. Had me reading and yearning for the next line (after line) to see how it will pan out. Felt suspense from start to finish. And I think there’s some part of us that longs to figure out what our dreams mean. Also think you brought out the kid and inner child in the protagonist very well. We all just want to believe in magic and be a kid again. Wonderful writing ❤
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Thank you so much, Mabel! I do try to make my stories page turners although since this is less than the page, I suppose I could call it line turners! Yes, I think most of us want to see that spark of magic that is around us if we just really look. 💖
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Love it, line turners! I can’t wait to read til the end of each line, and can’t wait to begin the next 😀 You really have a way with words and stories. Keep that magic alive ❤
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Xo 😚
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Love this! ♥️
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The whole story is magical Pam – I’m not surprised a beloved Grandmother could send a muse in the shape of an enchanted bird!
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No surprise on my side either, Andrea. I just wish I would listen to my dreams a little bit more carefully! 💖
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Love it!!
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I am most amazed that a muse can show up at all, because there are few greater gifts in life, and they are always magic 🥲💗 The perfect ending to the prettiest, sweetest story!
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Awww. Thank you so much for your sweet comment! I think our muses are always around us. We just have to let the magic in. 💛
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Hmmmm …. I think I’d be pretty surprised that my Nanny thought I had the courage to go digging in a stranger’s backyard! But if the dream were that clear, I might not be surprised at the rest.
It’s no longer the Tappan Zee Bridge? Oy.
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I think we have more strength in us than we know. But maybe the spirits of our ancestors are quite sure about it. And yes, they changed the name to the Mario Cuomo Bridge. 🤨
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Hi Pam, what a wonderful muse.
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She’s keeping me and my writing flying high! ☺️
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I was reading the story with all my heart
My grandma was a mother for me with all the meaning of motherhood love ❤️
I am lucky that she lived until I became a mother
still hope she will talk with me one day.
Thank you.
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Your comment means so much to me! Thank you for letting me know that my story reached your heart. I hope you hear from her also whether in your dreams or through some fascinating message. 💖
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😃😄😀😁
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Your gran, not at all surprised. The spirit world is real. The robin flying out of the box is most amazing so the fact that she’s speaking to you is no longer a surprise.
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Thank you so much, Roy! The messages are pretty fantastic when we are willing to listen to them. 🩵
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Your story was great.
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Thank you! 😊
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Beautifu story, Pam! Your gramdma is always with you and brings out the best in you! Grandma’s voice is most welcome in dream or real life.
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Thank you❣️
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